sigh.
i feel so depressed now.hah.
why?
because of hockey.sigh.
i trained the short corners with the seniors just now.
and my hitting screwed up la ok.just really wonder why coach called me to hit.
sigh.
i feel like a failure now.
like...my dear xin shyan is so much better than me la ok.
sigh.
wells,should just really train hard and not skip for anymore trainings just because of cough.
sigh.

oh.anyways,i played midfield just now.haha.feel so happy.haha.i've like...been always playing defence la.haha.well,yeahh.at least i was given the chance to play midfield.yeah.it was really tiring.okkay.i shall slim down,and so that i dont feel so tired easily.haha(:

oh.yes.i feel happy.
oh.i feel so happy.and its such a great feeling to feel happy.haha.seriously.
okkay.im actually listening to "lonely" by akon.haha.im really loving this song la okay.
haha(:
wells,i guess that song has got something to do with me.haha.yeahh.im the guy and the girl he's reffering to is some other guy.
okkay.get over it,sya.yeahh.
getting over it already.
haha
yeapp.

and i enjoy this feeling.

and i enjoy it whenever im stressed over something.haha
i would actually tend to eat chocolates.haha(:
and im now really seriously loving chocolates.haha.
and i want them<3333



im able to smile now(: